Found out yesterday that the lump I've been terrified about is only a ball of fat! Yay!! I was very adult about the whole thing - waiting a month or so before I said anything to DH, then another month or so before I went to the doctor then another month or so before I went for the test then bingeing on ice cream while I waited out the results. So now I can look forward to my 16 year anniversary of my cancer surgery as being another year of no recurrence. More yay!!!